Wednesday, October 19, 2005

"I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it." --Edgar Allan Poe
Do you think you are confident? Why or why not?
I think I question and second guess everything. I think I am very good at acting confident, but inside I am a mess of worry "do they like me? do they understand me? is there something on my face?"
Perhaps everyone is that way, but I feel like I'm the only one. Isn't that strange how we all question ourselves, though? I think that is my greatest spiritual struggle--because really, worry is just another type of control.
So, that's all to say I think I'm confident in some ways, and have a long way to go in others. Day to day life is that, isn't it? That growing and changing kaleidoscope of time.

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